~First Auction In my life~

Yesterday i went for the first Auction session in my life, sit there for like 4 hours and got myself 5 items. i'll post the picture below and explain what are the items actually.


1st item:

obviously, a teapot set, got it for S$32, nice decor, will go to either my sis or bro's new house.











2nd item:


this is a Fluorite crystal, said to be a crystal capable of promoting health, hence its also called a Healing Crystal.















3rd item:



this one is an Amethyst bracelet. looks really nice because it is quite deep purple in color, almost looks like black in color. said to be able to assist in treating Insomnia, and be able to help you save up money(Main purpose i buy). xDD






4th item:




This is actually a piece of Glaze crafted into a shape of one of the many Mythical Creature in Chinese Mythology called 貔貅 （Pi Xiu). it has 4 colors, starting with Red on the head, yellow, Blue, and Purple( which you cant see coz its all the way at the back.) This items are said to be able to bring Prosperity and Wealth(based on the shape it's crafted into.


5th Item:




last but not least, another piece of Glaze, crafted into the shape of a Lotus flower. Blue and Purple in color, which makes it looks really really nice. :)

Matured? Or not?

I dont know how true this is to me, but ever since secondary school, i've been hearing people saying that i have a more matured mind than people of my own age. quite often that i find myself thinking that a certain a person made, i'd consider it as stupid or nonsense, while other thinks it cute and funny. but for now, it seems that i've experiencing the total opposite, been acting totally irrational lately, don't ask me why. just hope hope i could get through this stage as soon as possible.


and yes, recently i found out that i'm an easy prey. all you need is a cute/pretty/sexy look, and lil sweet talking, and i will fall for it without a doubt. be it a real great deal, or a real great scam, i will fall for it in either way. i sure do hope that what she promised, or said is for real, because that is i've planned for and had in mind just before i met her.

Updates... well, not much, still trying to break the barrier which have been keeping as who i am for the past 5 years. good luck to myself. love life wise, still single. Work wise, i don't know. haven't improved much, but i'm officially a First Aider now.

nothing much to tell. well, unless you are really interested and i feel that it's ok to tell you, i guess i'll just stop here.

Flow of Life.

Ok, i'll be very honest about this, If you don't think you can handle it, or don't like what you are reading, close the freaking tab or window...

I'm sick of people complaining about their life, their work etc etc etc...
"...Oh my god, it's so hard to get a decent job here...", "...why is it that i always cant get what i wished for...", "...damn it, so much work, and so little time to get it done..."

enough is enough, do you seriously think that life would be better when everything goes like how you wishes for? Do you seriously think that god will make it so simple, that everyone gets what they wished for?

"... Oh my god, it's so hard to get a decent job here.." First of all, do you really think that you deserve a decent job more than anyone? hell, there are like 1k+ graduate of the same field as you each year. what makes you think that you are any better than them? If you ARE indeed better than them, prove it, and the employer wouldn't turn their back on you.

Look in the mirror, think deeply, are you ready for the working world? do you have to motivation to continue your study? don't blame other people when you yourself is not sure which path you should be heading...
i pity the person who always have to hear all you whining and bullshits... they are there for you, because they cared about you.. but does that means that you could always let your frustration goes wild when talking to them?
they too, have their own problem, and i've never seen her complains as much as you.

nevertheless, this is only how i felt, if you think that i'm wrong, just forget that you've read this blog, and move on with your own life.