Thoughts

it's not hard to realize that how a single thought can easily affect a person's feeling.
especially negative thoughts.

i was there when everything happen.
a question, a mere question, that was supposing should be helping.
however, just because of a thought, a difference in interpreting its meaning.
it causes someone to suffer, sad, disappointed, regret, even giving up.
i tried to help, but yet, she rejected my help.

i don't think that it should be given such an importance on what is going on.
you have made a decision, you shouldn't look back and regret on the decision you made.
looking back and regret will only makes you feel bad about it.
what people should do, after making a decision, is to carry on what that's been decided,
or, if what is decided is wrong, fix it. not feel bad about it.

easy said than done, right?
not really, as long as you want to do that, for real.

also, people tends to expect something in return, when they sacrifice something.
no one will sacrifice themselves for you, if they know that they would not get anything out of it.
i too, expect something in return everytime i sacrifice myself, and i'm not sure if people really understand what i really need in return.
but most of the time, i just forgets about it and carry on with my life.
because i don't regret what i've decided, not as often as other people, but sometime i do regret....
what i have done so far, have shaped me into who i am now, and i think that how i was shaped wasn't so bad after all.


for those who i have disappointed, i'm sorry.
for those who treasures my existance, Thank you.