中秋庆典

通常我都会以英文写部落格, 想一想， 偶尔也应该用华语写吧.....

经已很多年没庆祝中秋了...
可能是因为家中比较少庆祝吧... 就算有庆祝， 气氛也不怎么热闹... 就是普通家庭成员吃顿饭，
烧烧香，敬敬酒就算了。 反正也不会有其他人来参加....
进了大学, 虽然华协也有办中秋庆典， 但总是觉得没那种温馨的气氛....
烧烤会， 游戏， 和朋友们聚一聚，吹吹水， 短暂地放下忙碌的心。

星期四收到表姐的短讯， 说星期六会庆祝中秋，问我会不会出席。
由于其他人约我，我也答应了她，我会出席。
星期五接到表姐的来， 说星期六的聚回，会在中午开始。
但星期六我需要工作，所以我只能答应她， 工作完了会尽快过去。
哪懂我那在Dubai的老板突然回来, 就这样,我们被他抓去吃饭.... (=.=)

回到家, 经已八点多了, 换了衣服便立刻赶过去...
虽然食物已所剩无几， 但至少我赶上了，表姐从厨房拿出一碟食物， 说是留给我的。
既然如此，我也只能乖乖地把它吃完。

其中， 亲戚们不断地叫我吃东西，月饼啦， 水果啦， 有的没的一大堆， 我也只好从命。
虽然大多数时间是我吃我的， 他们聊他们的， 但是， 这气氛就能让我感到一丝丝的温馨。
亲戚们那一份份的关心， 一句句的问候.... 我已很多年没感受到，没听到了....

谢谢你们， 尤其是表姐.... 谢谢....

Tragic

I post this up, so that no one get confuse about the situation of the accident which happens last Thursday.


as you all know, Siao Jean, a BioMarine graduate who's doing master, was involved in an accident last Thursday night.
Together with her in the car was her sister, Siao Hui, and Mr Yong.
The accident occurred near Lojing, on the way back to Ipoh from Kuala Terengganu.
The time was about 7pm in the evening, and it was raining.
Siao Jean was driving the car down the hill near Lojing, her sister at the front passenger seat, while Mr Yong sits at the back.
According to Mr Yong, the weather is bad, raining and very foggy.
no one know exactly what happen, but somehow, Siao Jean's car went into the opposite direction, and collide with a bus.

as a result, Siao Jean was severely injured, with blood clotting in brain, injured her eyes, punctured her lung, broke 3 of her ribcage bone and was in coma.
Mr Yong suffered fractured bones on both his left and right arm.
Siao Hui had a better luck, with no serious injuries.

Siao Jean was warded in ICU in Ipoh General Hospital, while Mr Yong was transferred to Fatimah Hospital.

for the current condition:
Siao Jean had regain her consciousness on Monday morning, and are able to communicate.
However, it seems that she is very panic. i have been notified that she won't meet anyone except her relatives.

on the other hand,
Mr Yong is recovering very well, he's able to walk around on his own and are expected to return home a few days later.

note: please contact me, or Siao Hui for the latest condition for Siao Jean.

Fact about Love...

Love always makes me wonders....
and unpredictable girls make me wonders even more...
How do you know, if a girl likes you or not...?
they dont tell you directly that they likes you or what..
but then they do things that makes you thinks: [hhhmmm....]

guess working at a place with no close friends make me feel lonely, and i'm sure it makes most people feel the same too..
and this loneliness makes me feel that i need someone, someone to care about, someone who will care about me.

and, yea, this loneliness is still making thinks alot about Loves... x.x
hope i could figure it out soon....

Working Life

Normally, i dont talk about my Uberly boring job,
but......
well, gotta update you all once in a while on my job, right?


nothing much have changed in my job since the day i started working,
still boring routine everyday.
Routine A(Monday, Wednesday & Friday): Go Point A, Do my job, travel from A to B[stuck in jam once in a while], do my job again. travel from B to C again, do my job again....
Routine B(Tuesday, Thursday &Saturday): Travel All the way Up the mountains(2h drive), stay there until 4pm(either doing things or doing nothing....) then come back down....
so, yea, my job is boring x.x

oh yea, there are some extra stuffs to take care of too, like tanks for diving, annoying peoples.
one recent addition to my works cope is that i'm required to report myself in Aquaria after my routine maintenance....
my boss told me it's for me to learn stuffs,
at first i thought well, why not....? so i went...
but now i know, they are planning for a replacement.
to make sure that i'm able to take care of stuffs, If their most valuable worker are going to quit.

my colleague told me about the whole situation about the company, its past, present and future.
and yea, things are happening, and we can only be selfish and hope things will works towards our way.
things are sparking up between my colleague and our Financial Controller, due to Finance, of course..

not sure what will happens next, just hope it's not something explosive and left me with lots of things to take care of...

Be Bad....

It is so true, about the phrase the one you love the most,
hurts you the most, especially if you experience it yourself~

forgot how long it have taken, just to heal the wound,
no, it is not healed yet, as how i sees it.
this is what's that been holding me back..

lots of people say, girls go for bad guys, and good guys will never get any good girls.
seems that i must admit, it is kinda true.
no matter how good you are, they just had something to complain about,
and yea, they really tend to fell for bad guys.
so, does this means i gotta be a bad guy to be with someone...?
but i think most probably it won't happen... or i might turn bad and never be, who i used to be...

told myself before, and vowing that i would do anything, for the one i wanted to be with...
yet.... where's this promise that i've made gone to...?
seems that i forgot how i did it last time...
doing things, for someone, for no particular reason,
just because, i liked her...

there's no such person around me now, that'll make me make those moves again...
no, wait, there is, just that either they are not around, or i know i shouldn't be acting that way again.

used to think that i've fallen for someone, yet, thinking back and comparing, well, maybe not...
is it that my heart for her wasn't so strong...?
or was it that there are no chance for me to do, what i could have done, just for her...?
who knows.... even i don't know...?

is and was thinking about Loves too much lately, maybe because boredom brings out loneliness, and pushing me hard to find someone to spend time and money with...?
most probably..... and yea, still no solution or cure for it yet.....

Live Your Life....

Have you ever think about the meaning of Being Alive?
have you ever thought about what your life should be?

Every person live their life in their own way.
some preferred it to be Challenging,
some Preferred it to be Normal.
for now, i'm kinda felt lost about how my life should be....
i dreamed about a relaxing, chilling kinda life.
spend my time, with the person i like...
doing things that we enjoy doing...

and now...?
every single day, doing the same thing again and again,
over and over again...
all bored up, all alone....
don't even have a friend to chat with,when i'm bored.

you might say:[Hey, you can find me and chat whenever you wanted to.]
my answer would be: [No... i don't want to chat with just any ordinary friends.]

know why?
because i know you guys don't really cared. i needed someone who really cared, who i felt safe sharing my secrets with...
someone who i know, will be there for me when i needed them.
and sorry for Christians, i don't believe the whole 'God is always by your side.' thing.
sorry to say, i'm not trying to prove your believes are wrong,
just that my believe is that i decide my faith, not someone who i never saw, and will never be able to see, that decides my faith.

and some of you knew that i had a crush on somebody..
just to let you all know, sad to say that, i had this bad feeling, that the Shine of Hope is fading...
i don't even have the strength to pull myself up and work for what i want.
i don't know what causes this, and i don't know how to get rid of it.
i don't even know who to get help from.

so many stupid moves that i've taken, resulting several stabs into my heart.
maybe the wound is still there, maybe it never healed, maybe it'll stay there forever.
no one to be blamed for the stupid things i did.
and are not asking for forgiveness for the stupid things that I've done.
and yes, I'm still doing stupid things, even though i know what i really should be doing.

and yes, i must thanks someone for shining up my days recently,
although is too foreign to be seeing this, but Thanks.
Thursday will be the one day that'll make a difference.
Whether we'll become closer friends, or part and move on with our life.
but still, i have to thank you, for giving me such nice times and chats,
although we've just known each other like a few weeks.
maybe it is true, like what you say, AMC and ST does suites each other.
maybe there's some kind of weird power, pulling us closer.

Lastly, i'm sorry, for all the stupid things that i've done, that i'm doing, and that i'm going to do next.

It is Time...

It is here, and this is very crucial....
The Time has come...
Wish me Luck...