November Madness

Time for some updates in my life~

Life have been really busy for me for the month of November, as usual, work took out most of my daytime, but still loving my job as always, because of the randomness of chances of me doing things that I've never did before, and i doubt that any other guys will be to have a chance of experiencing them.

lots of catching and transferring stuff going on this month, so I'll just put it in a list for easy reading.

1) Transferring Crocodile
Helped out the Crocodile transferred an injured crocodile to another holding area. Sounds dangerous, but ain't just so since everything was well planned. Took about 10 guys to carry the fella around, and he's not a big one ~.~

2) Catching Chao-Praya Stingrays
Helped out the vets catches the big guys in my quarantine because they need to collect blood samples. sounds like a dangerous task also, but yet again, everything turned out to be just fine, although these guys are hard to manage because of their big size ~.~ what happened when they grow larger.....?

3) Catching Horse-shoe Crabs
Yet another request from other sections, went to the beach to catch some Horse-shoe Crabs for their display. Quite a relaxing trip and task, took like 15mins ride to the location, then spent like one hour or so walking around mangrove area, looking for Horse-shoe crabs. what surprise me was, even though the area looks quite polluted, but still there's a large number of Horse-shoe crabs there.

noticed that things are beginning to change quite a fair bit now. was assigned to be in charge for the lab now, wonder if it's a good thing or otherwise...
It's good to see that people are getting more and more interested at us, especially the vets. we'll shall see how things goes from here. :)

11th Dec is a special date! Muahahahaha!!!!

Randomness in Life

People always says that life is full of unpredictable occurrence, which is just so true, these unpredictable occurrence may or may not change a person's life.
and sometimes i found myself thinking, if such occurrence happens, should i stay as who i am now and let the flow of life brings me to wherever it may bring me to?
or change myself to cope with what that had changed?

It has been a a few months since i join WRS(Wildlife Reserves Singapore), and it has been a while that my colleagues has been looking out for potential girls for me to date with. yeah, sometime i just go =.= when they found another person with "potential".... yes i WOULD be happier if i found a date, but without it, I'm fine too, thank you.

Talking about dating, i wonder how many people actually thought of dating someone from another country? i would really want to know how serious do you guys think, that the difference in Nationality will affect a person decision, and a couple's relations? take me as an example, I've been raised in a family, whereby my parents used to think that people from Mainland China are good in cheating, con you by making you think that they fell in love with you, marries you and then run away with all your money. well, i know that there are quite a few this kind of cases, and i don't blame them for thinking so. but what if i'm dating a girl from Mainland China? will they still thinks the same about China people? or will they change their view on them?

Universal Studio Singapore

Hi! gosh its been so long since i last update my blog. ~.~ sorry guys, been really really busy lately with my work.loads of stuffs to do, loads of courses to attend, i guess all of us are pretty much the same, all busy with our own stuffs.

Anyway, finally had a chance to visit Universal Studio Singapore(USS) yesterday, man it was FUN!
went there around 10am in the morning, leaving at about 11pm, almost 13hours of walking and gone for different kinds of shows, tours. i gotta say, you GOT to experience the 4D cinema there!

Expenses wise, since i got myself a one day tour ticket, so it cost me S$50, food wise, as long as you know where there cheap foods are, then you're fine.

If you are in Singapore, i strongly suggest you to visit USS, even-though there are a few attraction that's not open yet.

Finally, Picture time~~~
didn't took much picture, coz i'm just using my BlackBerry to take the pictures.
MIGHT upload more once i get them from my friends. ^.^

~New Toy~

sorry for not been updating my blog for the past 2 months, things are just so busy that i forgot about updating blog during my off days. stuffs are getting all cramped up lately, and it's expected to get busier in Sept and Oct, 2 trainings, a few meetings, and project are scheduled for the next few months to come, X.x

just had my 24th Birthday last week, and spent it in Tioman with my Colleague. we're on a diving trip and it's so nice to be finally be able to visit Tioman. Had some great dives and made a few friends. and trust me, Tioman is FULL with Nudibranches omg.

these are the pictures that i took using my Blackberry Storm2~ Sunset in Tioman is so nice~





not sure when will i be visiting Tioman again, most probably next year though.


Oh, and i got myself a new toy to play with, for my 24th birthday.
it's not some new hi tech stuffs selling hot in the market now, other people might been having it for like years i guess? but well, it's what i was looking for and was so graceful that its such a co-incident that she has one up for sale, Thanks Qing Yun~

for those of you that didnt know, its an Apple iPod Touch 8GB.


still so shiny and lovely <3


1 item off my shopping list, 4 mores to go, gosh, i really need to save up.

~First Auction In my life~

Yesterday i went for the first Auction session in my life, sit there for like 4 hours and got myself 5 items. i'll post the picture below and explain what are the items actually.


1st item:

obviously, a teapot set, got it for S$32, nice decor, will go to either my sis or bro's new house.











2nd item:


this is a Fluorite crystal, said to be a crystal capable of promoting health, hence its also called a Healing Crystal.















3rd item:



this one is an Amethyst bracelet. looks really nice because it is quite deep purple in color, almost looks like black in color. said to be able to assist in treating Insomnia, and be able to help you save up money(Main purpose i buy). xDD






4th item:




This is actually a piece of Glaze crafted into a shape of one of the many Mythical Creature in Chinese Mythology called 貔貅 （Pi Xiu). it has 4 colors, starting with Red on the head, yellow, Blue, and Purple( which you cant see coz its all the way at the back.) This items are said to be able to bring Prosperity and Wealth(based on the shape it's crafted into.


5th Item:




last but not least, another piece of Glaze, crafted into the shape of a Lotus flower. Blue and Purple in color, which makes it looks really really nice. :)

Matured? Or not?

I dont know how true this is to me, but ever since secondary school, i've been hearing people saying that i have a more matured mind than people of my own age. quite often that i find myself thinking that a certain a person made, i'd consider it as stupid or nonsense, while other thinks it cute and funny. but for now, it seems that i've experiencing the total opposite, been acting totally irrational lately, don't ask me why. just hope hope i could get through this stage as soon as possible.


and yes, recently i found out that i'm an easy prey. all you need is a cute/pretty/sexy look, and lil sweet talking, and i will fall for it without a doubt. be it a real great deal, or a real great scam, i will fall for it in either way. i sure do hope that what she promised, or said is for real, because that is i've planned for and had in mind just before i met her.

Updates... well, not much, still trying to break the barrier which have been keeping as who i am for the past 5 years. good luck to myself. love life wise, still single. Work wise, i don't know. haven't improved much, but i'm officially a First Aider now.

nothing much to tell. well, unless you are really interested and i feel that it's ok to tell you, i guess i'll just stop here.

Flow of Life.

Ok, i'll be very honest about this, If you don't think you can handle it, or don't like what you are reading, close the freaking tab or window...

I'm sick of people complaining about their life, their work etc etc etc...
"...Oh my god, it's so hard to get a decent job here...", "...why is it that i always cant get what i wished for...", "...damn it, so much work, and so little time to get it done..."

enough is enough, do you seriously think that life would be better when everything goes like how you wishes for? Do you seriously think that god will make it so simple, that everyone gets what they wished for?

"... Oh my god, it's so hard to get a decent job here.." First of all, do you really think that you deserve a decent job more than anyone? hell, there are like 1k+ graduate of the same field as you each year. what makes you think that you are any better than them? If you ARE indeed better than them, prove it, and the employer wouldn't turn their back on you.

Look in the mirror, think deeply, are you ready for the working world? do you have to motivation to continue your study? don't blame other people when you yourself is not sure which path you should be heading...
i pity the person who always have to hear all you whining and bullshits... they are there for you, because they cared about you.. but does that means that you could always let your frustration goes wild when talking to them?
they too, have their own problem, and i've never seen her complains as much as you.

nevertheless, this is only how i felt, if you think that i'm wrong, just forget that you've read this blog, and move on with your own life.

Updates on Life

It's been a while since i last updated my blog, so, here it is, the latest updates on me and my working life in Singapore Zoo(only for those who concern about it).

Works have been pretty much speed-up for the past 3 weeks, and the first shipment for River Safari has arrived last Saturday. Giant Mekong Catfish, measure about 1.2m-1.5m each, with estimated weight of about 20-40kgs. Yes, last Saturday which is Labour Day.
Seeing the arrival of the first exhibit has pretty much told me about what's coming after it. Lots of work. Most are basic but yet important works. Like i said before, we are the pioneer, so it's like we are opening up a trail in a thick Tropical Rain-forest. this means that everything we decides on, will become the standard Protocol in the future. and it only means another thing, that i MUST not screw up in what ever i was given responsibility on.

it has been clearly shown to me that, my supervisor is testing my strength, whether that i am capable to taking up more responsibility and shine brighter than the others. Will i be capable of doing it, and shine? that i cant tell.

Ok, back to the Zoo. A lil bit of the part i liked the most in Singapore Zoo. Here, there are constantly new members to the family. New members, in this aspect, are New borns. i've been here for a lil bit more than 2 months, and among the new born baby animals i've seen so far includes: Baby Ring-tailed Lemur, Baby Malayan Tapir, Baby Zebra, Baby Rabbits(no big deal), Baby OrangUtans,Baby FreshWater Stingrays, Baby Sun Bear, and so on. i dont think you can find and have a chance to see this much of new borns in 2 months time.

well. i think this enough for this update. oh, btw, if anyone are in Singapore and would like to meet up with me, feel free to contact me at +6598279959, or +60125800864. do take note that my old number, +60125308765 is no longer in use.

[As Promised]

As I promised, I’d said that I’ll reveal the reason I ask those question from my previous post. The reason that I ask those questions is because quite often I came to realize that most of the things that we see and heard aren’t really like what it was. For example, you guys think that I’m rich. As a matter of fact, I am rich, as of now. But I wasn’t born as a rich kid. I’ve been through time when my family was really poor. I recall doing part time job in a lawyer firm as cleaner, with my mom. We would go there in the evening, when all the staffs there had finished their work, and we start vacuuming and sweeping the floor. Me myself had worked at several places and none the less, it helps shaped and mound my character as who I am now.

If I were to answer the three question myself, all three answer would be a [no]. No, I’m not 100% a kind person, because I don’t give money to any beggers’ that I met. No, I’m not a rich kid, coz if I’m a rich kid; I’d have at least had some money in my bank. And no, I’m not a nice person, there are lots of stuffs that I did, and mind you that whether I regretted doing it or not, it’s not something that I would be proud to say I did that.

Throughout the recent year, I’ve changed a lot. Especially through the three years I’ve spend in UMT, with all those great people that I met, that taught me stuffs that I’d never learn elsewhere. My coursemates, my friends, my seniors and juniors. And I’m very grateful that I met these peoples. I too, is a normal human being, and like all other human being, I tend to regret. I regret that I never treated those people better than anyone else. Those that spend a lot of time around me, those that cared for me, those that’d do stupid stuffs just to make me smile. Those that sacrifice their time for me.

Looking at those pictures, recalling all the moment, all these makes my emotion fluctuates, there’s only one question on my mind now. When can we meet again and bring back those moments….?

~21th Mar~

失踪了一段时间，总算有机会再发帖了，来了这里三个星期了， 有的没的总算适应下来了， 一个星期工作五天， 周末休息， 首两个星期暂住我的哥哥那里， 他周末不在， 所以首个周末就躲在房里睡觉， 第二个周末则忙着搬家。 到了第三个星期，总算是真正地开始我一个人在这里的生活。
自己在外面租了间房间， 也不算便宜， 整马币千多块，在吉隆坡可是可以租到一整间房子咧， 当我在看房间时，也不懂为什么， 根本没怎么考虑就付了订金。 不懂是命运注定， 还是我总是那么幸运， 搬了进来， 才发现我捡到宝了， 屋主是一对年迈的夫妇， 我猜也有七十多岁了吧， 还蛮亲善的， 不懂是因为我刚搬进来，或是其他原因， 总觉得他们对我蛮好的， 也蛮关心我的。这两天还被老太太啰嗦一番，因为她看到我没出去吃东西， 就走过来指责我，叫我不要只忙着 工作， 要定时吃饭， 不要饿坏肚子导致以后有胃病。
和我住在同一个屋檐下的， 还有一对情侣， 很不可思议的是， 他们竟然也是同样来自怡保。男的挺帅的， 女的则是标准怡保型美女， 自然清纯式的美女， 他们可说是绝配吧， 但到现在为止还没有机会和他们坐下来闲聊， 所以彼此都很陌生。

工作方面 ， 也算是跟上步伐了， 工作不会说很忙，大部分时间还是在走走逛逛， 因为很多设施都还在建着，同事只有那两三个， 暂时也没什么大问题， 但有时想到，这个发展计划如果成功， 我将会是个所谓的[建国大臣]， 也蛮大压力的。哈哈哈~~~ 但说真的， 能够来到这个阶段，得到这份工作， 要感谢我的前辈丽君， 也要感谢我的上司。 能和我现任的上司工作，也算是我另一个福分吧， 他是一个挺关心下属，也挺照顾下属的上司，对我也有蛮高的期望， 希望我不会辜负他。
短短的几个星期内，让我体验了很多改变，也让我认识了很多人，更让我发觉，我总是那么地幸运，总是遇到些贵人。 但我觉得上天也是公平的， 遇到了这么多位贵人， 却不让我遇见我的恋人。或许俗语说得对， 越是想得到的东西， 你就越得不到， 你不曾想过要得到的，却随手可得。 真是天意弄人啊， 哈哈哈哈~~~~

Provide me with Answer plz~

Ok, for those who are reading this blog, i need your help~
Please answer the following three questions for me, would you?
and i'm looking for honest, sincere answers. thanks. i will explain the reason i need the answers in the next post.

1) Do you think that i'm a nice guy?
2) Do you think that i'm rich?
3) Do you think that i'm a kind person?

oh, yea, these are not those psycho questions that mess with your mind, just answer it based on what you think, ok? Thanks.

要走了.....

很久没有在这里写东西了……. 其实是有很多东西想写的， 但每天都一直拖，拖，拖，拖到最后就没有写下来， 说我忙吗？不算吧~ 每天都得空上网玩网上游戏， 沉迷了整一年， 还在玩，可能是因为一年前我都是用它来舒解压力吧， 到现在已经惯了每天上去聊聊，讲真的， 它还是一个能令我傻笑的媒体呢。



在过多一个月，我就要出国了， 我想到时候我会更依靠它来舒解情绪吧…..? 哈哈….. 说到出国， 我想大多数的朋友都知道了吧? 恩…. 我看还是说说比较好吧…. 哈哈~~~ 从三月开始， 我就会去新加坡动物园做工了， 薪水也只有那区区的一千八百新币， 好在他们包我一餐(有做工时)， 还有十三个月薪水拿, 真得很不错~~ 但这份工也有它的难处，那就是我要从零学起， 因为那里的是淡水系统。说真的， 我也是时候去显示自己的能力了，三年内学到的东西总不能白白浪费掉吧~



要出国了， 也是时候改变自己了。

要学习靠自己，发挥自己。

要学习珍惜身边所有的机会， 2009 年我已经浪费很多机会了。不能再浪费了…..

09 年八月开始， 她就一直 在给我机会， 而我总是不敢采取行动， 或许我一直在怀疑， 怀疑自己是不是已经准备好再次谈恋爱。就因为这样..... 我就永远失去了一个美好的机会....


2010年开始了， 我又在犹豫了， 这次真的真得很明显....
很明显她对我有好感， 虽然她有了男友， 但我想，既然她给我机会，那我不应该放弃这个机会吧？
虽然对她男友是很残忍， 但也没办法吧... 所谓：人不为己， 天诛地灭啊~

希望来新加坡的那些日子， 你和我都能感受到彼此的心意....

中秋庆典

通常我都会以英文写部落格, 想一想， 偶尔也应该用华语写吧.....

经已很多年没庆祝中秋了...
可能是因为家中比较少庆祝吧... 就算有庆祝， 气氛也不怎么热闹... 就是普通家庭成员吃顿饭，
烧烧香，敬敬酒就算了。 反正也不会有其他人来参加....
进了大学, 虽然华协也有办中秋庆典， 但总是觉得没那种温馨的气氛....
烧烤会， 游戏， 和朋友们聚一聚，吹吹水， 短暂地放下忙碌的心。

星期四收到表姐的短讯， 说星期六会庆祝中秋，问我会不会出席。
由于其他人约我，我也答应了她，我会出席。
星期五接到表姐的来， 说星期六的聚回，会在中午开始。
但星期六我需要工作，所以我只能答应她， 工作完了会尽快过去。
哪懂我那在Dubai的老板突然回来, 就这样,我们被他抓去吃饭.... (=.=)

回到家, 经已八点多了, 换了衣服便立刻赶过去...
虽然食物已所剩无几， 但至少我赶上了，表姐从厨房拿出一碟食物， 说是留给我的。
既然如此，我也只能乖乖地把它吃完。

其中， 亲戚们不断地叫我吃东西，月饼啦， 水果啦， 有的没的一大堆， 我也只好从命。
虽然大多数时间是我吃我的， 他们聊他们的， 但是， 这气氛就能让我感到一丝丝的温馨。
亲戚们那一份份的关心， 一句句的问候.... 我已很多年没感受到，没听到了....

谢谢你们， 尤其是表姐.... 谢谢....

Tragic

I post this up, so that no one get confuse about the situation of the accident which happens last Thursday.


as you all know, Siao Jean, a BioMarine graduate who's doing master, was involved in an accident last Thursday night.
Together with her in the car was her sister, Siao Hui, and Mr Yong.
The accident occurred near Lojing, on the way back to Ipoh from Kuala Terengganu.
The time was about 7pm in the evening, and it was raining.
Siao Jean was driving the car down the hill near Lojing, her sister at the front passenger seat, while Mr Yong sits at the back.
According to Mr Yong, the weather is bad, raining and very foggy.
no one know exactly what happen, but somehow, Siao Jean's car went into the opposite direction, and collide with a bus.

as a result, Siao Jean was severely injured, with blood clotting in brain, injured her eyes, punctured her lung, broke 3 of her ribcage bone and was in coma.
Mr Yong suffered fractured bones on both his left and right arm.
Siao Hui had a better luck, with no serious injuries.

Siao Jean was warded in ICU in Ipoh General Hospital, while Mr Yong was transferred to Fatimah Hospital.

for the current condition:
Siao Jean had regain her consciousness on Monday morning, and are able to communicate.
However, it seems that she is very panic. i have been notified that she won't meet anyone except her relatives.

on the other hand,
Mr Yong is recovering very well, he's able to walk around on his own and are expected to return home a few days later.

note: please contact me, or Siao Hui for the latest condition for Siao Jean.

Fact about Love...

Love always makes me wonders....
and unpredictable girls make me wonders even more...
How do you know, if a girl likes you or not...?
they dont tell you directly that they likes you or what..
but then they do things that makes you thinks: [hhhmmm....]

guess working at a place with no close friends make me feel lonely, and i'm sure it makes most people feel the same too..
and this loneliness makes me feel that i need someone, someone to care about, someone who will care about me.

and, yea, this loneliness is still making thinks alot about Loves... x.x
hope i could figure it out soon....

Working Life

Normally, i dont talk about my Uberly boring job,
but......
well, gotta update you all once in a while on my job, right?


nothing much have changed in my job since the day i started working,
still boring routine everyday.
Routine A(Monday, Wednesday & Friday): Go Point A, Do my job, travel from A to B[stuck in jam once in a while], do my job again. travel from B to C again, do my job again....
Routine B(Tuesday, Thursday &Saturday): Travel All the way Up the mountains(2h drive), stay there until 4pm(either doing things or doing nothing....) then come back down....
so, yea, my job is boring x.x

oh yea, there are some extra stuffs to take care of too, like tanks for diving, annoying peoples.
one recent addition to my works cope is that i'm required to report myself in Aquaria after my routine maintenance....
my boss told me it's for me to learn stuffs,
at first i thought well, why not....? so i went...
but now i know, they are planning for a replacement.
to make sure that i'm able to take care of stuffs, If their most valuable worker are going to quit.

my colleague told me about the whole situation about the company, its past, present and future.
and yea, things are happening, and we can only be selfish and hope things will works towards our way.
things are sparking up between my colleague and our Financial Controller, due to Finance, of course..

not sure what will happens next, just hope it's not something explosive and left me with lots of things to take care of...

Be Bad....

It is so true, about the phrase the one you love the most,
hurts you the most, especially if you experience it yourself~

forgot how long it have taken, just to heal the wound,
no, it is not healed yet, as how i sees it.
this is what's that been holding me back..

lots of people say, girls go for bad guys, and good guys will never get any good girls.
seems that i must admit, it is kinda true.
no matter how good you are, they just had something to complain about,
and yea, they really tend to fell for bad guys.
so, does this means i gotta be a bad guy to be with someone...?
but i think most probably it won't happen... or i might turn bad and never be, who i used to be...

told myself before, and vowing that i would do anything, for the one i wanted to be with...
yet.... where's this promise that i've made gone to...?
seems that i forgot how i did it last time...
doing things, for someone, for no particular reason,
just because, i liked her...

there's no such person around me now, that'll make me make those moves again...
no, wait, there is, just that either they are not around, or i know i shouldn't be acting that way again.

used to think that i've fallen for someone, yet, thinking back and comparing, well, maybe not...
is it that my heart for her wasn't so strong...?
or was it that there are no chance for me to do, what i could have done, just for her...?
who knows.... even i don't know...?

is and was thinking about Loves too much lately, maybe because boredom brings out loneliness, and pushing me hard to find someone to spend time and money with...?
most probably..... and yea, still no solution or cure for it yet.....

Live Your Life....

Have you ever think about the meaning of Being Alive?
have you ever thought about what your life should be?

Every person live their life in their own way.
some preferred it to be Challenging,
some Preferred it to be Normal.
for now, i'm kinda felt lost about how my life should be....
i dreamed about a relaxing, chilling kinda life.
spend my time, with the person i like...
doing things that we enjoy doing...

and now...?
every single day, doing the same thing again and again,
over and over again...
all bored up, all alone....
don't even have a friend to chat with,when i'm bored.

you might say:[Hey, you can find me and chat whenever you wanted to.]
my answer would be: [No... i don't want to chat with just any ordinary friends.]

know why?
because i know you guys don't really cared. i needed someone who really cared, who i felt safe sharing my secrets with...
someone who i know, will be there for me when i needed them.
and sorry for Christians, i don't believe the whole 'God is always by your side.' thing.
sorry to say, i'm not trying to prove your believes are wrong,
just that my believe is that i decide my faith, not someone who i never saw, and will never be able to see, that decides my faith.

and some of you knew that i had a crush on somebody..
just to let you all know, sad to say that, i had this bad feeling, that the Shine of Hope is fading...
i don't even have the strength to pull myself up and work for what i want.
i don't know what causes this, and i don't know how to get rid of it.
i don't even know who to get help from.

so many stupid moves that i've taken, resulting several stabs into my heart.
maybe the wound is still there, maybe it never healed, maybe it'll stay there forever.
no one to be blamed for the stupid things i did.
and are not asking for forgiveness for the stupid things that I've done.
and yes, I'm still doing stupid things, even though i know what i really should be doing.

and yes, i must thanks someone for shining up my days recently,
although is too foreign to be seeing this, but Thanks.
Thursday will be the one day that'll make a difference.
Whether we'll become closer friends, or part and move on with our life.
but still, i have to thank you, for giving me such nice times and chats,
although we've just known each other like a few weeks.
maybe it is true, like what you say, AMC and ST does suites each other.
maybe there's some kind of weird power, pulling us closer.

Lastly, i'm sorry, for all the stupid things that i've done, that i'm doing, and that i'm going to do next.

It is Time...

It is here, and this is very crucial....
The Time has come...
Wish me Luck...

Wishes.

For now, i really don't have any demands for things,
because there are nothing else i should ask for.

the only thing that i wished for, for now, is that
things will be worked out, for both of us.
really Really wishes that She could take another step, into my world, into my life,
deeper, closer....

come to think about it, how silly i am, posting about this wish,
knowing that she wont know about, and yet i posted about this..

we weren't even close before, and still, we ain't that close now either,
but somehow, we got closer...
and yes, i DO wish it'll get much more closer....

maybe because i'm selfish, i needed someone, and i wished that she could be that particular someone..
but life must be fair, and i shouldn't be forcing anyone,
i know, in the deepest part of my heart, that nothing will be worked out,
if she don't need anyone right now...
relationship is a mutual thing, it only will run smooth if there are mutual feeling toward each other..
i want that relationship to run smooth, and lengthy...

i need to know the answer...
and i don't know how and when i can get the answer..
only time will show to me, the answer to all my question,
that has been frequently running through my mind...